hiatus from all things non-self indulgent probably

iive been in a really Bad Place recently and trying to find work and a doctor and a therapist because its the New Year i guess and im Not Exactly Having A Good Time Drawing Lately Or Even Being Here Or Anywhere Yikes

so until further notice everythgin that isnt specifically for me (ie: boring headshots of left facing anime kids) is on hiatus. groups are on hiatus rps are on hiatus most interactions are on hiatus bc even tryign to think about this shit is stressing me out even more and Boy Do I Die